oh you forced me to become strong when i just craved being weak

this day officially is a terrible day and it's not even noon yet. i would like it to be over already. please.

total hours of sleep last night: 2.5 hours. the worst amount of sleep i have gotten since this whole sleep problem started. i tossed and turned and couldn't get comfortable. i even went out on to the couch and tried to close my eyes there, but got too cold. i read a little, watched a tv show. granted i have a pretty good indication as to why i slept like crap this night, or at least what helped me sleep worse than i already do.

you, my so called friend, can go take a flying leap off a bridge for all i care. that pretty much sums up how i feel about you and our "friendship". i don't have to deal with this and i don't plan to. i'm done with everything. just go away forever.

because i got such little sleep i have no energy to do anything but just lay here and attempt to sleep more, which is very unlikely to happen. this sucks. today is such a useless day. boo