first off... happy birthday jillian! i have everything for your present and your card, but i haven't had a chance to get to it. you should have it sometime within the next week. :) i'm excited. i hope you have had an amazing birthday weekend so far.
second... breaking dawn is simply amazing! read it in about 8 hours today. it was very satisfying and made everything complete. i felt so much pain for bella during the first half, but everything fell into place, making it wonderful.
third... i am off to lincoln city tomorrow to visit the roommate. yay. movies, smores, books, adventures. and plus, i am getting away from forest grove for probably the last adventure before training, orientation and school starts. oh god that's scary. i still can't get over the fact that it's going to be my senior year this year. it feels so weird, like high school worries all over again, only with the real world this time.
fourth... 19, well now 18 days till my birthday. i still haven't told my mom what i want for my birthday. though i am not quite sure what i really want. i have a feeling she will probably send me flowers like she has the last two years. her and my aunt are thinking of taking my to lunch, but i am still trying to figure all of that out with the stupid orientation schedule. speaking of orientation, joel was reminded that my 21st birthday was during orientation and he found me in the office and told me that i wouldn't be celebrating on my birthday. i just laughed at him and said, ''you really can't tell me what i can and can't do'' and i walked off. he wasn't very happy with me. but i really could care less. i will do what i need to do during the day for orientation but after that i am doing whatever i want.
fifth... i hate breaking out. its so freaking annoying. my face is awful and i don't really know why. it's really frustrating and makes me feel really self conscious about it. probably cause i was stressed for a bit about money stuff. but i just want them to freaking go away already.
off to watch some oth. :)
