so baby why don't we just dance down the hall maybe straight up the stairs bouncing off the wall floating on air

i seriously feel like my insides are being stabbed by something right now. i have felt like this since about 10:30 this morning when i went on my break. seriously... i feel like i am dying. sooooo much pain. i have already taken something and it hasn't worked.

so lesson planning for march... haha that's a funny story. not really. it isn't going anywhere. you know how hard it is to plan a whole month worth of money lesson plans for 3 and 4 year olds. super hard. we ran out of basic things to do with them after the first week and a half. and there are 5 weeks next month. seriously the most difficult month so far. terrible. i am not even done with next week and they are due tomorrow. lovely.

my current distraction happens to be on a happier note though. plane tickets. :) to a couple different places. keeping my options open. plus its fun to plan trips i will eventually go on. alaska, california, mexico (that one requires the passport first) and a few other options. i just wish plane tickets weren't so freaking expensive. i'm monitoring a few different places to see what happens, but at this point in time it's going to be a couple months before these trips happen.

so another distraction would be the living situation i am in now. i like where i am at and like living with kelly. there isn't anything wrong with that. the thing that i am worried about is the fact that i drive so freaking far everyday to work and honestly my paycheck isn't enough to fully do everything i need and or want to. i have been offered to live up in vancouver for free, which is technically closer to work even if it is another state. i would be saving so much more money if i ended up doing the move. no rent. no utilities. plus less on gas and food. though i would probably end up paying for a little rent cause i could feel obligated too. i have been told to look into what i would need to do to break my lease. but my problem is the fact that i would be totally screwing kelly over. i don't know what to do. gah.

lesson planning needs to get done. but my bed is so much more comfrotable.