Wednesday, February 3, 2010

it must be time to move on now, without the fear of how it might end

and today was another crazy day. in specific ways it was a worse day than yesterday, but not as long because i was sent home early, only to prepare myself to be working later the next two days. ugh. at least i have something to look forward to after work each day. :)

so the crazyness of today was honestly brought on by one child. who also happens to have just moved up and he is in the beginning stages of being a very rough kid. let's put it that way, because we all know there are many other ways i could be putting it. so not only is this child a handful, but he is 3.5 years old. he is still in diapers, not pull-ups like most 3.5 year olds are. he still uses a binky all the time, except when in our classroom because we refuse to give it to him. and on top of all of this, he is still eating baby food... yes i said it, baby food. because he refuses to eat real fruit, so baby food fruit is what he gets. there are so many things wrong with this whole entire picture, i don't even know where to begin. ridiculous.

today was also one of my children's last day as his family is moving. it was honestly harder to say goodbye than i thought it was going to be. luckily since i left early i was actually able to say goodbye since he woke up early. it will definitely be very weird without him in the classroom everyday.

talking to my roooooommate this morning on the way to work. i have to say she is the only one that can get me to laugh at my own misfortune and current ridiculous history. and given recent history mixed with past history being able to laugh about specific parts of it feels good because that is a step in the right direction. :)

i'm ready for bed and it's only 5:45. this is a little pathetic how tired i am.

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