Wednesday, March 4, 2009

there's a rain that will never stop falling

you know the expression, "when it rains, it pours"? basically the story of my life. at least recently.

so for the past 4 days i have spend my nights in the library working on some part of my work sample, whether it be updating or creating new documents to add to it. needless to say i have gotten a lot done, but still see no end in sight. there has also been new drama brought to my house that i am not about to deal with since i doesn't involve me. life has just been all around stressful including needing to work more hours, but not having enough hours in the day to do so.

so to top it all off today i get a phone call from my mom informing me that my sister has heart disease of some sort. she has been having trouble with her heart for over a year. she had a totally irregular ekg today when she went to dornbeckers today, they found she has an arythmia (sp?) and some other thing. needless to say she has to go and see a specialist of some sort next week and figure out what to do from there. competitive sports are out the window for her, which sucks because like me when i was her age that is her life. year round.

not sure how i can handle this. my dad already has heart failure. i don't think i can handle two family members with heart problems.

it just isn't fair. not at all.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You're probably surprised to hear from me, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you and your sister.