Sunday, May 23, 2010

to let go out the window, just let it flow out of my mind

the most memorable people in life will be the people who loved you when you weren't very lovable

i have a hard time thinking to myself that i am currently not a very lovable person, given my current messy situation and the complicated mess it has become. but there are definitely times when i wake up feeling not very lovable. i am also starting to hate messy and complicated.

on a brighter note i got to spend the whole day yesterday with jillian! it was amazing to get to see her and hang out. sushi was delicious. and just being able to see her and spend the day with her was wonderful. plus we were able to take more pictures, which is always a plus since we actually remembered this time. haha :)

i am bummed how the weekend goes by so fast. it's already sunday and i am so not ready for the work week to be back. last week totally drained me of my energy and i feel like i need a whole week to catch up and be ready to go back. i am just glad my co-teacher will be back and is getting better and hopefully will fully recover from her sickness this time. i can't believe that it's already almost the end of may and that summer is quickly approaching. summer program here we come... oy vey.

my to do lists are growing extremely fast, especially since i basically avoided them all of last week and couldn't even handle looking at them. i don't want to look at them, but must.

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