it's official. my car is out to get me. i swear. i spent most of the night saturday after my bbq stranded in portland because for some awful reason, my car completely died on me while driving. long story short. had it towed to my uncle's place of employment's parking lot and came back the next day to tackle the job of figuring out what the hell was wrong. basically we thought it was the alternator or the battery. both of which we took out and ended up taking in to get checked. they both passed. we put them both back in my car and what do you know, it starts just fine. and has been running completely fine ever since. ugh i could kill my car. seriously. pain in the neck. completely.
on top of all the car drama, i am getting sick. strep is going around my school and i am terrified i am going to get it. which would be awful because having no health insurance currently would make it very hard for me to get meds, which i would need to fight off the strep. lovely.
i am at the point where my sadness has turned to anger. i was and am still currently so furious with the whole damn situation i have in front of me. i'm furious for even getting mixed up in it. i'm furious about how things ended. i'm furious with you thinking it was all okay like it was no big deal. i'm furious with the whole thing. i'm to the point that i want nothing to do with you. at all. if i had it my way we would no longer be friends. furious. i have only ever hated one person and that was for a perfectly good reason. but i'm getting to the point that you are going to be my number two. you suck and i hope karma hits you hard.
i'm so ready for more sleep.
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