and i was on shakey land lost and unsure i opened my hand and she held it like sinking sand

i can't say enough how much i am loving the fact that tomorrow is friday. this week has been sooooo incredibly long. there wasn't a day this week where i wasn't totally exhausted from work by the time that i got home. don't get me wrong i love working with my children and it brings me a lot of joy, but that doesn't mean i am not exhausted by the time i get home. there are days, basically tuesdays and thursdays where i am exhausted by the time lunch comes.

this week has been crazy. monday we had children drop in, so our one day of the week that isn't too crazy became crazy. and then of course tuesday. oh tuesday how i have come to hate you. such a long day, full of total ridiculousness. not to mention "office politics" that are driving me up the wall. not all schools are perfect, but how this school is run is ridiculous. the turn-around since i have started is insane. i am pretty sure half of the staff is all new since i started in october. it's just frustrating sometimes the way things are run and handled. things could be so much smoother if they were handled better.

wednesday was better. a little less kids. but the best part was the sign language class i was able to take out at embassy suites by the airport. it was an awesome class and we got a book of sign language that i will be able to use with my kids in the present and future. :)

i do have to say that being that close to the airport made it very tempting for me to just hop on a plane out of here. i've decided i need a vacation. to where i am not entirely sure, but there are so many options. alaska is up there for sure. and california again. mexico with the roooooommate i believe is still a go. as far as i know anyways. all i know is that it was very tempting the entire time i was at embassy suites.

so not only is it friday tomorrow. but it's also payday. aaaaaaand i am getting off early. basically amazing. now what to do with myself this weekend... not sure. though apparently my sister is coming to visit me. news to me. guess that means i need to clean tomorrow when i get off work. lovely.

"i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own"