headache turned migraine in the middle of the night. basically the story of my life for the last oh let's say 5 months. i pretty much hate it. and i thought since i got my new bracelet that it would help, but you know what... it isn't. and it's starting to drive me crazy.
i've been looking up ticket prices a lot lately. i think maybe since my coteacher is going on a small vacation for a weekend and two work days, that i am getting anxious to plan my next vacation. though getting this picture today in an email with this written below: "Here's where we're going. Pirate ships and all." did make me a little bit more excited for it, even if i have no idea where the hell this picture was taken. :)
being in washington for the end of this last week made me realize just how much stress that i carry when i think about oregon and living in hillsboro and working in clackamas. and not just that, but i carry a lot of negativity when i think about oregon. i don't know if it's just because i have been here my entire life or something else. but i do know that it is getting to me more than i would like it to. i have thought about just dropping everything here and boarding a plane to so many different places so many times. maybe this is why i am desperately awaiting my vacation. a chance to run away and be free.
i guess i think i just need a new perspective of everything. i don't want to feel like i am trapping myself into something that i am going to regret or resent later. i guess all i am saying is i want to be able to experience something or somewhere other than freaking oregon. rant of oregon done.
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