Thursday, September 30, 2010

send me away with the words of a love song

counting last night i have had a total of 11 hours of sleep in the past 4 nights. if you do that math... well let's just say that it doesn't add up correctly. there is no reason for me to be sleeping so terribly, but here i am again sleeping like crap. basically it's october tomorrow and i am back to where i started a year ago. nightmares of the past, not sleeping, and extremely too much stress.

i'm tired of not sleeping. i'm tired of the nightmares. i'm tired of the stress. i'm tired of not knowing what going on or where things are going. i'm tired of being tired. i just need a weekend where i can sleep all weekend and when i am awake i can just go through everything and have no more stress. :) it would be wonderful. while this would be amazing, i know it isn't going to happen. i need to just suck it up and try and deal with it.

sooooo i stole this from lily's blog, who stole it from amber's blog. i liked it and thought it would be fun. 30 days of blogging. we will see how it goes. :)

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumbler Wordpress Blogger name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

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