and you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

this weekend has been crazy, but in a good way. :)

i woke up saturday morning at like 7:10. i had a huge panic attack and shot out of bed. why? because i was a blonde and thought it was a work day and was paranoid because i had overslept and was going to be super late for work. after realizing it was saturday i crawled back into bed and of course couldn't go back to sleep. go figure. although that did make me think of what i would actually do if that happened. let's just hope it doesn't happen.

saturday night was a lot of fun. :) getting home at almost 4am, not so much, but it was worth it. though only sleeping for 5 hours wasn't the greatest either. and i am still awake, which means about the same amount tonight. oh joy.

i did get to host my dinner finally. :) and i got my cookware finally. i am so excited to finally be able to use it. now all i need is my free food processor for hosting the dinner and i am set. yay!

i am happy this work week shouldn't be too stressful, though i am starting to plan for february this week, so we will see. i want to be able to have february completely done by the time it actually gets here, so i can be ahead of the game and not be stressing about it week by week. that's the plan anyway. and plus february's theme for the month is animals/zoo, so i am excited to plan for it.

new favorite quote (or lat least one of them) :
"don't look back and ask why, look forward and ask why not."
was on rooooommate's and my dove chocolate wrapper. there are oh so many things this pertains to in my life. one in particular and i have put it by my door to my room so i can look at it everyday and remind myself of the future. :)

i wish i was more tired. maybe i'll read.