just shut up and drive

is it weird that i am actually possibly looking forward to valentine's day this year. and by valentine's day i mean my 2nd graders party the day before. and going out with kathy. and just avoiding the whole actual valentine's day thing.

i just finished my kid's valentine's. they were cute. and we made super cute holders today. haha. i also found out that i am really going to be on my own next week. we don't have school on monday because of president's day. then tuesday through thursday and possibly friday my mentor teacher is going to be at a conference with the other two second grade teachers. so there will be a sub there, but i am on my own, which is fine with me. minus the face that becky is the sub and last time she was there, she was really rude and treated me like i was an idiot. all i am going to say is if she tries to interupt me, i might yell at her.

i am so tired and it's only 9ish. but i think after this i am crashing. too tired to do anything else. i didn't even get to any of my grading, which is bad, but i didn't want to. i am thinking i am going to send the excel math sheets home with a mom instead of me doing them. then the other sheet we did together, so all i really need to do is star it so they know that we actually looked at it. haha 2nd graders love their stars.

i feel like i am losing contact with people cause i am teaching full time. i never get a chance to talk to jillian, which is really really depressing. and everytime my mom calls me i am either at my school or at home trying to grade or plan. i don't even get to see my roommates. i mean donald and i had a nice talk today and the only reason for that was because he walked by and i wasn't actually doing anything, for once. meh.

totally ready for a long break. like spring break. but that means i will be in my 6th grade classroom, which i am dreading. everyone i have seen at my school or talked to has told me i am going to have to take mean classes before i go there cause they are totally out of control the whole time. joy. i would just like to stay in 2nd grade forever. i like it there. it's safe. and less stressful and overwhelming.

i can't believe i only have like 3 more weeks with my 2nd graders. i am going to miss them. they have grown on me.

meh. too tired to do anything else. sleeeeeeep