Sunday, December 5, 2010

i'm gettin a little bit stronger, just a little big stronger

"even on my weakest days, i get a little bit stronger"

it has been a whole two weeks to the day since saying goodbye and honestly i am doing better than i thought i would be. yes there are still times when something will spark a memory or i see a picture or a random thought will pop into my head and i get a little sad. but overall i am doing okay. honestly i know there is more missing from this end, but i knew that was how it was going to be and i am starting to be okay with it. part of me wishes i didn't miss you as much as i do, like i would be better off if i didn't. i'm at the point that if i don't think about it, i'm completely fine, but if that something catches me and i think about it too much, i'm a complete mess.

i miss you. that's all there is to it.

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