Monday, September 7, 2009

but i promise just to follow when i land

job searching = a pain in the neck, frustrating and overwhelming.

i am so tired of job searching. every place i have had an interview with said that i need more experience before they could hire me. i don't understand how the heck i am supposed to get experience, if no one hires me. i think i am going to have to result in applying for substitute positions in all the school districts, even though that isn't what i wanted to do. now i am just worried that they aren't going to be hiring, which i really hope isn't the case. i have the phone number i need, now if it was only tomorrow already.

i also need a social life. i feel that since graduation i don't see anyone and since i am not working at the moment i don't even leave the apartment expect to check the mail, take the trash out or for a job interview; which isn't going well. ugh.

substituting isn't that bad i guess. i mean it gives me experience, which is apparently what i need. the bad thing is that it is so inconsistent. i guess it will keep me motivated to find something on the side or more permanent.

ugh... off to find something productive to do. laundry, dishes, nap... whatever works i guess.

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