thank god its friday. :] basically that is one of the only things i have to look forward to during the week. minus one tree hill on tuesdays and no classes wednesdays.
for it being the weekend though i really have a lot to do. homework, driving to mcminnville and meeting my parents, more homework, and pacesetters all day sunday. not to mention adding time to sleep and such. i am basically going to have no life for the next two weekends. meh.
i am soooooooo sick of reading. i swear that is all i do. is read out of my books, write a paper here and there, and then more reading. i am sick of it. AND we got another textbook in my tuesday night class. seriously we already have two. do we really need another one? that just creates more reading and more assignments. bleh. this semester is going to kill me. literally.
no sleep last night. not sure why, but i got like a couple hours or so. that's it. grrrr.
speaking of yesterday... valentine's day. meh. least favorite holiday. the day was going good up until around 11ish or so that night, then it just went to hell. i am pretty sure when someone tells you they don't want to talk about a specific person and a situation that they don't want it brought up again later. apparently some people don't get that. i'm done. i'm not even going to bother anymore. ugh. god. seriously. other than that the day was fine. lots of chocolate. take out and a movie with kelly. :]
step up 2 tonight :] i'm excited.
i need to give my dean's list information to university relations, go into work and pick up the papers i forgot yesterday, take a nap, probably read some education. meh. sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
Friday, February 15, 2008
Monday, February 11, 2008
i spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly
ugh... seriously. when someone tells you that they don't want to talk to you until they are ready... the smart thing to do would be to not call them. but no.... not you. you call at 7:30 in the freaking morning to tell me that you miss talking to me. seriously. god. ugh. needless to say my morning didn't start out so well.
my weekend was full of homework... more than i though i had. still haven't quite finished my reading... but that is what the rest of the afternoon is for. and tonight after class. just lots and lots of reading. and i really need to print my pictures for my art project still.
i have no idea when i am going to get to go home next. can't the next two weekends cause of pacesetters. i guess i could try at the end of the month, but i am pretty sure i already have something that weekend too. stupid.
new music = amazing! kate voegele. :]
still need to figure out when i am going to get my placement, since the upcoming assignment in one of my classes invovles me observing a class... it might help if i actually had one to observe. :]
oh found out today that kathy is getting debra's cd before it is actually released and i am gonna get a copy of it, as long as i buy it when it comes out! :] :] :] :] oh i am soooooooooooo excited. hehe
my room is a mess. stuff everywhere. papers all over my desk, boxes on the floor, blankets under my bed, piles of books all around. mess mess mess. i feel so unorganized for the beginning of the week. much more than i was the last couple of weeks. hmpf.
i need to go read. and clean. and sleep. and probably eat. ugh. i hate mondays.
edit:
did i mention how much i hate the college of education here. seriously they are all so stupid. no one in that department talks to each other. idiots. god. ugh. seriously. okay i'm done.
my weekend was full of homework... more than i though i had. still haven't quite finished my reading... but that is what the rest of the afternoon is for. and tonight after class. just lots and lots of reading. and i really need to print my pictures for my art project still.
i have no idea when i am going to get to go home next. can't the next two weekends cause of pacesetters. i guess i could try at the end of the month, but i am pretty sure i already have something that weekend too. stupid.
new music = amazing! kate voegele. :]
still need to figure out when i am going to get my placement, since the upcoming assignment in one of my classes invovles me observing a class... it might help if i actually had one to observe. :]
oh found out today that kathy is getting debra's cd before it is actually released and i am gonna get a copy of it, as long as i buy it when it comes out! :] :] :] :] oh i am soooooooooooo excited. hehe
my room is a mess. stuff everywhere. papers all over my desk, boxes on the floor, blankets under my bed, piles of books all around. mess mess mess. i feel so unorganized for the beginning of the week. much more than i was the last couple of weeks. hmpf.
i need to go read. and clean. and sleep. and probably eat. ugh. i hate mondays.
edit:
did i mention how much i hate the college of education here. seriously they are all so stupid. no one in that department talks to each other. idiots. god. ugh. seriously. okay i'm done.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
even all the bad songs ain't so bad
oh how i have missed blogging so much. its weird when i deleted mine because of stupid people leaving me creepy comments i wouldn't wan't to make another one cause i wouldn't need to, but i realized that i use this as an outlet to vent or just try and get my thoughts straight sometimes. and when people keep asking me when i am going to get a different one i figured it might be a good time to do so. haha :] so here it is.
oh how my life has come to nothing more than stress.... ick. i hate it. i am either working, in class, doing homework, sleeping, or eating. and even the last one is rarely. i have night class 3 nights a week and two afternoon classes. then there is my field experience class that i still haven't figured out yet. i am waiting for my placement before i can actually do anything with that class. ugh. i like my monday night class. the professor is amazing and i love her. i am hoping that is where i get my placement too. she is a 4th grade teacher at a school in beaverton. tuesdays are literally hell. i hate them. i only have two classes, but i hate both of them. art history, women in art. its interesting but the professor is crazy. my tuesday night class is 4, yes thats right, 4 hours long. its hell. math, science and health all wrapped together. i am so worried about failing that class. its not hard, but there is just soooooo much to do and its all scattered and not very well organized. wednesdays are heaven. no classes. all i have to do is go into work when i want to. they have been busy the last two weeks since i am still get myself organized and such. thursdays are art history again and my thursday night class is going to be a lot of fun. its my expressive arts class. we get to paint, make face masks, musical instruments, dance, tie dye, and so many other things. friday is alright. i have a 2 hour ed psych class about normal language development that should be interesting. just a lot of work to do. throw in 2 jobs and other random meetings and such and you have my life week by week.
its scary, i am in my last semester as a junior. that means two actual semesters left of classes then a semester of student teaching and then i am out in the real world. i am scared to death of failing and disappointing everyone. oh i don't even wanna think about it right now. it just stresses me out more and we all know i don't need that.
ambassador meeting tonight... oh joy. i know i should go to it, since there is free food and all and i don't have time to cook and all, but i really just don't want to go and here everything they have to say. i can't do overnights, i might be able to squeeze in a tour here or there, but other than that i am sort of over the whole meeting thing already. oh well sarah is going to make me go so i will.
STILL need to give the college of education my $62 for my fingerprints that i turned in 3 weeks ago. oops. i will do it tomorrow when i am actually in the building. no reason to walk over there just to do that. haha.
oh did i mention that i dislike guys with a passion right now. ugh... don't even get me started on the subject, i could go on and on. seriously do they all have to be jerks. :[ haha i will just think of sarah's favorite song, "the more boys i meet, the more i love my dog" haha too bad i don't have a dog.
i really wish i had time to nap. i don't even have time to be doing this, but i am anyways. i needed somewhere to vent since i am tired of doing it to other people. i should be reading before my meeting at 5. then after the meeting i have 3 people calling me to do things. overbooked by accident. i need to go to starbucks to do my observation paper for ed psych. hopefully i can do that tonight.
need to start thinking about living for the summer and next year. that's going to be another task to add to my list to do. i am slowly crossing things off, but its also slowly building back up again... ugh.
alright off to read for my expressive arts class. then ambassador meeting. then talking with ginger, austyn and courtney, don't know how i am going to do that. then starbucks with kelly since i just got off the phone with her. :] yay! homework homework homework.
oh and jillian i know you are so happy about this being back up and don't worry i will comment you back when i get a chance to breathe. probably late tonight.
oh how my life has come to nothing more than stress.... ick. i hate it. i am either working, in class, doing homework, sleeping, or eating. and even the last one is rarely. i have night class 3 nights a week and two afternoon classes. then there is my field experience class that i still haven't figured out yet. i am waiting for my placement before i can actually do anything with that class. ugh. i like my monday night class. the professor is amazing and i love her. i am hoping that is where i get my placement too. she is a 4th grade teacher at a school in beaverton. tuesdays are literally hell. i hate them. i only have two classes, but i hate both of them. art history, women in art. its interesting but the professor is crazy. my tuesday night class is 4, yes thats right, 4 hours long. its hell. math, science and health all wrapped together. i am so worried about failing that class. its not hard, but there is just soooooo much to do and its all scattered and not very well organized. wednesdays are heaven. no classes. all i have to do is go into work when i want to. they have been busy the last two weeks since i am still get myself organized and such. thursdays are art history again and my thursday night class is going to be a lot of fun. its my expressive arts class. we get to paint, make face masks, musical instruments, dance, tie dye, and so many other things. friday is alright. i have a 2 hour ed psych class about normal language development that should be interesting. just a lot of work to do. throw in 2 jobs and other random meetings and such and you have my life week by week.
its scary, i am in my last semester as a junior. that means two actual semesters left of classes then a semester of student teaching and then i am out in the real world. i am scared to death of failing and disappointing everyone. oh i don't even wanna think about it right now. it just stresses me out more and we all know i don't need that.
ambassador meeting tonight... oh joy. i know i should go to it, since there is free food and all and i don't have time to cook and all, but i really just don't want to go and here everything they have to say. i can't do overnights, i might be able to squeeze in a tour here or there, but other than that i am sort of over the whole meeting thing already. oh well sarah is going to make me go so i will.
STILL need to give the college of education my $62 for my fingerprints that i turned in 3 weeks ago. oops. i will do it tomorrow when i am actually in the building. no reason to walk over there just to do that. haha.
oh did i mention that i dislike guys with a passion right now. ugh... don't even get me started on the subject, i could go on and on. seriously do they all have to be jerks. :[ haha i will just think of sarah's favorite song, "the more boys i meet, the more i love my dog" haha too bad i don't have a dog.
i really wish i had time to nap. i don't even have time to be doing this, but i am anyways. i needed somewhere to vent since i am tired of doing it to other people. i should be reading before my meeting at 5. then after the meeting i have 3 people calling me to do things. overbooked by accident. i need to go to starbucks to do my observation paper for ed psych. hopefully i can do that tonight.
need to start thinking about living for the summer and next year. that's going to be another task to add to my list to do. i am slowly crossing things off, but its also slowly building back up again... ugh.
alright off to read for my expressive arts class. then ambassador meeting. then talking with ginger, austyn and courtney, don't know how i am going to do that. then starbucks with kelly since i just got off the phone with her. :] yay! homework homework homework.
oh and jillian i know you are so happy about this being back up and don't worry i will comment you back when i get a chance to breathe. probably late tonight.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
something different... again
i deleted my old blog because i was sick of weird people leaving me messages that were creepy. so i've moved it here. so for anyone who is reading this, i am starting over... again.
no time to write too much right now since my life consists of work, class, homework and sleep. but when i get a chance i will update.
no time to write too much right now since my life consists of work, class, homework and sleep. but when i get a chance i will update.
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